#25 My wonder mom

Dear,
my wonder woman, Mommy


I ask to my mom, why love is so unfair?
Then she asks me too, are you being played?

I am the type of girl that can't share to mommy easily when have problem, especially talk about boys, love, and sex. Ok, about sex..., because I'm an Indonesian, Javanese especially, talking about sex with parents when you're not in mature ages it calls impolite. So, I prefer tell my best friends and ask their opinions. But, this time I try the hard way, I tried to bring myself ask to my mom "Mom, why love is so unfair?".

Love is like water, sometimes its calm but sometimes its dangerous. But, love is like a rainbow when you see the possitive thing, when you see the beauty of love. If even you get played by love, your heart like a broken glass that will not able to set it up back.

When a painter called their paint an abstract paint, so do love. Love is accountable the amount, Love is unspeakable, Love is untouchable. You just can feel it, you can't expect it, you'll never know when love will come and go and who is the lucky person your love decide for.

My dear, there's no word 'wrong' in love, wrong its just because the destiny. I see my little girl who always playing with Barbie doll is growth now become a woman like a Barbie doll.

 A short conversation, made me knew how deep my mom loves me and watching over me time by time...

Sincerely,
Your little girl