#17 When I missing you.....

Dear a man of my past,

This week is the worst week I ever had. Some feelings that shouldn't I felt haunted me, make me feel like an idiot and look very pathetic. I'm so sorry, I've to say that I missing you.... Once again, I'm sorry. I've do the hard way to ignore it, seriously. But, I can't lying myself. The memories between us comes without permission. I don't know why when I'm online, my fingers type your name in 'search' button and always checking your name in the 'online' list.
From the status that you've been update I know you already moving on and have a new crushed. I'm glad, I'm happy for you. And I pray for you, may she knows your feelings and reply it. You're a good man, such a good man. I'm sure she'll look the beauty of yours, the love that you give for her.
Called it I'm jealous. Yeah, I can't hide it, I'M JEALOUS, SO FUCKING JEALOUS! Damn! But, I shouldn't being like this. All have passed for a long time. "The air that already blowed will never come back again", furthermore if the air blowed for a long long long time ago. Don't worry about me, just ignore me if you read this. I don't want you to come back to me, because the ending will always same. In the end you and me will never being together. You know what the reason is, dude.