#17 When I missing you.....

Dear a man of my past,

This week is the worst week I ever had. Some feelings that shouldn't I felt haunted me, make me feel like an idiot and look very pathetic. I'm so sorry, I've to say that I missing you.... Once again, I'm sorry. I've do the hard way to ignore it, seriously. But, I can't lying myself. The memories between us comes without permission. I don't know why when I'm online, my fingers type your name in 'search' button and always checking your name in the 'online' list.
From the status that you've been update I know you already moving on and have a new crushed. I'm glad, I'm happy for you. And I pray for you, may she knows your feelings and reply it. You're a good man, such a good man. I'm sure she'll look the beauty of yours, the love that you give for her.
Called it I'm jealous. Yeah, I can't hide it, I'M JEALOUS, SO FUCKING JEALOUS! Damn! But, I shouldn't being like this. All have passed for a long time. "The air that already blowed will never come back again", furthermore if the air blowed for a long long long time ago. Don't worry about me, just ignore me if you read this. I don't want you to come back to me, because the ending will always same. In the end you and me will never being together. You know what the reason is, dude.

#16 Our friendship is for everlasting

"Our friendship is for everlasting"

For all of thing that we've been done together

For every single time that we've been spend together

For every single thing that we've been through together

For laugh, smile, tears, happiness, sadness and never end stories that we've been shared together

More shoots from Canon 550D:

Dear our love, Dias:

It feels incomplete every time we hanging out together without you.

It feels incomplete every thing that we share together without you.

It feels incomplete when we laughed and cried without you.

Even you are far from us, too far for us to see you.

But distance will never separate us.

We love you every time, always.

You've to know it.

You know what guys, friends is the best thing that you had. Be thanks for it!

xOxO

Aghnia Ilmi Sadida

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#15 Know Me, Love Me

Short Conversation with Aghnia Ilmi Sadida. It's so unimportant.

Hello
Annyeong haseyo
Are you a Korean?
No, I'm just obsessed with it. Why?
Nothing, you just like a Korean. So where are you come from?
*blushing* Indonesia. A huge country with a million cultures& languages and hundred coruptor.
Wow. What ethnic are you?
I'm Javanese but half is Chinese.
So you're not 100% an Indonesian?
BIG NO. I'm truly INDONESIAN.
But, you said that you're a Chinese also
Emm. Look at me, If I'm an Indonesian but I've a small eyes. If I'm a Chinese, my skin is dark.
Oh, ok. Anyway why you're obsessed with Korea?
Don't know. I love the guy you know~
No other reason, isn't it?
I love South Korea as I love my country. Oh big false, I love korean guy as I love my country yeah.
Why? How great is Korean guy?
Nothing. It's just my tipe.
Do you like K-Pop anyway?
WHY DO YOU ASKING ME? OF COURSE I AAAAMM!
What's your favourite?
S-U-P-E-R J-U-N-I-O-R
Everybody loves it. Why?
All of the personil are multi talents, adorables, ah my tipe for future husband is on them!
Mind to mention it?
My future husband have a great smile as Kibum, a great fortunate as Siwon, an adorable voice as Kyuhyun, a lovable person as Donghae, a great personality as Leeteuk, funny as Eunhyuk, a .... blablabla
Who's your most favourite?
Kim Kibum - Cho Kyuhyun - Choi Siwon
3 persons? Is there any other favourite?
2PM, SHINee for the boyband
For the girl band?
I'm a sone! ah I love Wonder Girls, f(x) and 2NE1 too.
Too much! Why you love it?
Simple. I'm sick of jealousy because those girls has a lot things that I don't have and I want it!
What's that?
Sexy. Long leg. Great body. Beautiful face. Talent.
What about you?
Do not ask me about that. I'm 180 degrees different from them! rrrrgh
The positive side is...
Stop! Nothing positive side! Just ask me another question.
Your favourite SNSD member is..
Sooyoung and Yoona
f(x)
Luna 
Wonder Girls?
Sunye
2NE1?
CL and Dara 
SHINee?
Minho
2PM?
Nickhun
Another KPOP band?
*thinking hard* Bigbang! After School. 4minute. Miss A. 2AM. TVXQ. blablabla  
Alright. Have you been go there?
Where? Korea? I haven't *crying out loud*
Have been go abroad?
I love my country so I never want to leave it (read: I haven't go abroad, never.)
If there's a change where you'll go for?
South Korea of course at first, Disneyland, Paris, Venezia, Alaska, South Africa, Hollywood..... blablabla
What do you want to do if you could go there?
At Korea, I want meet my future husband first :D
Who is that?
I already said about that.
Then?
I wanna ask him to marry me. So simple
If they won't do it?
I'll make they want it. Ask me another question please.
How long you become an ELF?
It's such a long time. I knew Super Junior 5years ago, but I already become an ELF more than 3years ago.
How about SONE?
I'm newbie, a year ago, I guess.
And SHAWOL?
Same as I become a SONE.
Then how about HOTTEST?
It's almost 2 years I guess. Aaaa khun saranghae!
The last question..
Aaah ask me more lah~
Tell me your wish, 3 wishes
I want a sexiest body as Sooyoung. husband like Kibum, Kyuhyun, Siwon and the last is Gimme a lot of money so I could buy SMEnt and JYPEnt !!!!

 
 

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#14 Damn. I miss you so much!

Hell yeah baby, yesterday I met my old friends. Guess it who, ah I know you knew it. Yeaaa I met my best buddies Nia, Pintan and Dania. Damn, I miss you all so muccchheee!
I'm so glad that we could meet yesterday. It's hard for us to plan for hanging out together since we were in college. We laughed, shared some stories and of course we did some crazyness things. It's fun, a lot. Eventhough we'd so much fun together but it's still incomplete without Dias. Yeah~ she moved out to Jakarta since we were graduated from Junior High School :(
Anyway, I'll share some photos of what we did yesterday. You know what guys, this photos is so precious for me... <3

"It's ok if you don't have a boy/girl friend. But, it's not ok if you don't have a good friend"

Well, the best thing that I've received is... BEST FRIENDS! Much love for you all.

xOxO

Aghnia Ilmi Sadida

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#13 some-stupid-single-thing

Doing some random things is great ~

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#12 Disney to eat

Hey guys, because I'm a Disney-holic so I'll share some yummy-eas cupcake photos to all of you. So enjoy it, here we go!

Those photos are looks so nice, so yummy right? I can imagine they are calling me not to eat them but to collect them. LMAO~

cc: flickr

Enjoy your cupcake,

Aghnia Ilmi Sadida 

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#11 Some great sentiments

"I'm a good enough person to forgive you, but not stupid enough to trust you" -VIA @leilockheart

"Sometimes I feel like running away, just to see if you would follow" -VIA @leilockheart

#10 Pray for Indonesia

Two disasters were crashed Indonesia at October 26 2010 in two different places. In the middle night of October 26, an earthquake 7,2SR and tsunami was crashed one of island in Indonesia, Mentawai, south of West Sumatera.
And in the afternoon of October 26 there was an eruption from the active volcano mountain, Merapi, in Sleman, Yogyakarta. Till now, 33 people were dead including the 'Key Guard' of Merapi, Mas Penewu Surokso Hargo or known as Mbah Maridjan
Well I live in Yogyakarta, don't you know what it feels like? Eventhough my home is far from Merapi but I still scare with what happening now. While I turned on the TV, there were always some news about Merapi. And you know, today, October 30 at 00.15 an eruption is happening again and the effect is my home look a like a 'White House'. Snow in Yogyakarta! \m/

Some photos about Merapi's eruption:

 This is Mbah Maridjan. He was died in 'sujud' position.

And here we go some photos about tsunami Mentawai:

 

My Lord, what happen with my beloved country Indonesia? What is your plan after it? And why you gave us so many disasters in the same time? God, I know that this is the way You showed us and remind us that You created this world uneasily. I know that You want us to save this earth and always remembering and thanks to You. I also know there will be a great thing in the future welcoming us.
Ok my fellas, let's do what should we do. Save our earth, don't crashed it, and remember to pray always also thanks to our God.

xoxo

Aghnia Ilmi Sadida

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#9 I want to be a ...

I want to be a rainbow, that always coloring your life.
I want to be a sunshine, that always shining your life.
I want to be a fresh air, to become your daily needed.
I want to be a teddy bear, so I could hugged by you.
I want to be a music, that always memorize in your mind.
I want to be a bed, a place when you feel tired.
I want to be a jacket, so I could warm you when you feel cold.
I want to be a lollipop, so I could make your day sweet.
I want to be a phone, so I could accompany you everytime.
I want to be a cartoon, that always make you laugh.
I want to be a camera, to have some photos of you.
Yes, all I want to be is to be with you.
To make your day perfect now, tomorrow, and future.

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#8 I got a motorcycle accident!

That day, Wednesday 13 October 2010 aaah I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER IT!
I'm on my way back to home with my Vario after did a basketball exercise with my friends and seniors. OMG, that day was the first time I played with my charming-senior :"> He was totally adorable and he complimented me! (It's a little bit embrassing right?). Alright, back to the story..
It was rain, a little. The road is so slippery. I've a bad feeling before it, that's way I always said "Bismillah" in my mind. Then from the opposite side, there was a car (I'm forget the car brand, but it was SUV car like Jazz, Aerio or some others like it). That car is really WRQTDG, he used all of the road side to overtaking a motorcycle in front of him, hey you think this road was built by your Grand Mom, hah? I AM SHOCKED YOU KNOW, SEEMS LIKE HE WANT TO CRASH ME!!!!
Then I am losing my control, and BLLAAAH there was a hole in front of me than .... (you know what happen next) BOOOMM!
Then many people help me after it, but some road user just stop their vehicles and watched me. Great, why don't you take a picture of me than upload it to facebook? More better if you help me, take me to the hospital rrrr. And you know what, the mothafucka SUV car driver, he stop his car then brruuuuumm he ran away!
After it, a really great man take me to the nearest hospital. Seriously, he is soooo kind. He lend me his phone to call my parents and accompany me until my parents came, and ask me to change my pants with his pants (he was bring a pants from his boarding house near the hospital).
Yeah~ I'm so glad I met him. Big thanks for him *applause* and that incident make me thanks I've Allah SWT, that always save me. Yes I believe, Allah always watch me and save me every-single-second. Guys, you've to thanks to your God because He give you a lot of grace.
Nice to share it with you. xOxO.

Aghnia Ilmi Sadida

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#7 University Life Oh ..

It's almost two weeks I feel the atmosphere of University and being an university student. Seriously, university is totally different from highschool. We have to take responsibilities to ourselves. Oh God, I was shocked at first, I didn't know anyone at my class. God please help me! Then I started to adapt with the other. Oh yeah baby, and now I've a lot of good friends. They're super nice, super crazy and super funny. Thanks God! :) We gossiping while on the spare time. Doing some-crazy-things, laughing, and all mix become.

Anyway I've found a great one crush. Call him, Kak Metal. Baby Baby oooh he's totally-incrediblely-cute! University life is not complete if we don't have anyone to flirt MIWIHIHI *evil laugh*. Not only me, my friends, they have their own boy to flirt, and of course the senior is the object for us.
Aaaahhh.. I don't want to tell you more about this.
Exit. xOxO.

 twins? Her name is also Nia.

 Novi and Ica

 LOL . Ica's face! taken by: Kurnia

Naaaah, there are some random pictures about me and my new fellas. Enjoooy!

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#6 September 26

Happy Birthday !

That's the word that I most hear today. All of the kind wishes from my family, my besties, my friends and other unknown people for me. I only can say Big thanks to all of you guys! I am appreciate it, really.
Being 18, getting older that's not an easy thing for me. Some people might say "Great you're adult now, congratulation". Adult? It means that I can go to the club? See adult-movie? Do some-adult-thing? Oh come on fellas, I don't mean that.
Remember, age doesn't show that I am mature. But, I learn the hard way to be more mature. I've responsibility to take care myself.

 

 

Big thanks to Allah that give me a chance till now I'm being 18. Give me a lot of super incridible things.

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#5 Daily Quotes

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next.

-Gilda Radner (via @moronicbeauty)

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#4 The way I open my day

Good Morning !
 Well, I open this morning with a cup of coffee. Oh I loveeee coffee! If you guess that I'm the victim of caffeine syndrome maybe you're right, a little, but maybe you're wrong. Don't know why I feel something i-don't-know-want-to-say.

A morning or middle night with a cup of coffee and laptop or book will fix my bad feeling, my bad day.

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#3 Being Random

Hello, my name is:
Nhia
Never in my life have I been:
Have 100 score for physic exam.
The one person who can drive me crazy is:
Lee Min Ho. Damn. He is the hottest man alive!
The last song I listened to was:
Super Junior - Marry U.
My hair is:
Wavy-dark brown. Damaged. Total mess.
When I was at Kindergarten:
I started to be a playgirl. I had a friend and he really adored me. He bought me anything I wanted. Chocolate, candies, bubblegums etc. Great huh? Yes.
I should be:
A Lee Min Ho's wife.
When I look down I see:
My handphone.
The happiest recent ever was:
Last day. I met my senior, okay my crush, call him "Kak Metal".
By this time next year:
I’ll going to other college for transfer study. Seoul, Sidney, or Melbourne please. Ah this is my dream list!
If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be:
Award? Ah come on.
Dream life:
I have a fairy that able grant all my requests, no impossible things that she can’t do it, including Lee Min Ho become my husband, forever.
The thing I want to buy RIGHT NOW:
Super Show 3 at Singapore!!!
I plan to visit:
Everywhere. Explore the world.
Most recent thing I’ve bought myself:
Banana choco cheese crepe.
Most recent thing someone bought me:
Ice Cream.
A better name for me would be:
Oh no thanks, I've a great name. But, I think Lee Young Hwa is better. Young Hwa means BEAUTIFUL you know~.
What should I do now:
Eating! God, I'm starving.
If you visited my home town:
I’ll be your tour guide with a pleasure.
What about if you visited my home:
Please don’t. Just, don’t.
But if you really want to visited me:
Oh ok, if you forced me. Go take a look my home.
My 18th birthday wish:
A very romantic dinner with Lee Min Ho and Eiffel tower as the background then continue it with huge party. Make sure that Super Junior and other korean-hot-guys on guest list. Come on ladies, we start the party yeah!
Am I in love:
Absolutely YES.
Who is that lucky guy that I love:
LEE MIN HO
How deep my love is:
I create my own world. Only me and Min Ho there, no others. Called it, Inception.
I will cancel my wedding if:
Lee Min Ho comes ride a white pony, wear a white tuxedo, bring a bucket of red flowers and a diamond ring then ask me to be his woman, forever and ever. *daydreams again.
What I feel now:
Snuf..snuuffff..Ah I want to take a bath! No, I want to eat first.

My man - Lee Min Ho

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#2 Marhaban Ya Ramadhan

Yeah Ramadhan comes already :) Thanks to Allah that gimme chance to meet Ramadhan this year. I'm so excited welcoming Ramadhan.
One day before Ramadhan comes I visited the grave, that's a Javanese tradition for visit the grave to pray for those who have died, and in here it's called, nyekar.
Ramadhan is the right time for back to purity. Times for ourselves to change become a better person, including me. This month is the right time to practice patience, self control, maturity from all bad things. Allah will give many rewards for us if we want do what He says.

 

I swear to myself become more better than last days when Idul Fitri comes. Easy to speak but not easy to do, but I'll try my best as I could do. Within believe in Allah that He will always besides me, watch every steps I do and hear every words I say, I'm sure I can do it.

Aaah I most forget guys, please forgive all mistakes that I've done. I don't mind to hurt you ♥ Happy fasting anyways. Hope you have a great Ramadhan!

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#1 Have a very first post

This is my very first post on blogger, but the truth is I already posted one but I thought better if I deleted that post. Dunno why, I feel my blog is totally UGLY. I feel ashamed when I compare my blog with the others. So I wanna rechange it become something cool man.
I'm not good enough for writing or blogging anyway, but I hope it might be inspiring all of you guys. Enjoy!




Hug,
Nhia ♥